So, tonight, I’m thinking about who I want to be. It is easy to be me, blase, nonchalant, in every day life. I have a charmed life. Love, happiness, health. Wonderful family, friends, husband, children. In the big scheme of things, nothing bad has ever happened to me.
Who will I be when something bad befalls me? I like to think that i will be brave, calm, full of grace. Accepting, thoughtful, giving, not angry. Positive, understanding, compassionate, grateful. Energetic, focused, strong.
I am not at all sure who I will be. I am not sure who I want to be, or if I could even control it if I tried.